Back for good
YuLin:
Just before this blog goes dead, thought that i can just add in one entry to mark the end. YEs both you and me are back for good, settling down with school work and family and friends? yah i agree with u. i dunno why i dun feel like catching up with anybody. i thought 3 months will be long enough for me to slack overseas, with nothing in mind except deciding where to go, which guy is cute, what to eat. True the 3 months had been passed like that, and i mean it, really just like that.haha.
and after that, will be excited to come back with the mindset," i am goign to study hard" " whatever happened in US leave it there" " i am so excited to catch up with old frens, new frens blah". But it was so wrong. i came back with lots of thoughts in mind. some were good ones and some were bad. And some were so mind boggling that i need to stop myself from thinking of them. i shall not elaborate on all the thoughts cos i need 100 pages for them. Indeed there are still many leftovers, including owning the US lots of money. WTF.But generally i am glad i think of plans after graduation. It is time. and really something to look forward to. and one thing abt this trip, it has made me a lonesome person who feel like wandering alone in school and no one else. i decided to do my own things and not chit chatting. its good. i have become more independent. haha. i dunno why, especially i have never had one moment alone overseas. for those who had accompanied overseas every second and make my life there such a fulfilling one, i thank them for that.and nana, "you are a awesome roommate.!" haha and dear judione... hai~ indeed there are all nice memories. None of them are bad. i have a supervisor who thinks i am the best, a trainer who again thinks that i am the best. this fren who again thinks that i am the best and make me feel so appreciated all the time. I felt so bad that i treated you that way...haha but they all meant no harm and i still love ya. and also this fren who is sad cos everyone thinks that i am the best.haha.but dun get it wrong. this fellow is absolutely not jealous or angry, but just really exasperated for some reason.its good enough that i knoe that answer myself and i thanked this person for the nice memories and miss ya!
so how bad can my life be over there..
looking at the photos brings tears. i have never met so many nice ppl in my whole life. i mean yes there are many nice ppl here. but who will ever have the chance to meet them all say 50 of them at one go? + 50 other fun ppl who are not bad either.wow. i am a lucky ger with the most noble parents and wonderful frens.
feeling contented is always good. theres this fren who once said that how can i be so easily contented. yes i am, as long i am making sure that i am living good, meaningful and working towards a better future.
to this fren, i must say u are a lucky ger as well, in fact much luckier than lots of ppl ard ya.
woo.good enough. time to sleep.a brand new day and a brand new start. i even change my phone no to see who are the new contacts. haha. to those who can still find their way thru and ask me how was the trip, i really appreciate u guys alot.and to those that i didnt reply to ur msg, i am sooooo sorry.
Long live the Bulgarians! You guys are the most wonderful ppl i have ever met.
miss u guys lots and lots.


























